Thursday, January 21, 2010
Hahah I know that this is very backdated already but yeah people, Happy 2010!!
Wow, it's been nearly a year since I last updated.. Like what the heck, my background was gone, no wonder people kept on saying they can't read my blog.. Then never tell the reason!! Buat paisey je background "account no longer active"..
Sometimes when I have things to blog about, there will always be stuff hindering me from blogging.. And when I have all the free time in the world, I will be too lazy to blog and play games instead..
So life has been different for me now.. I'm 22 this year.. Have worked for Singapore Airlines, now working for Northwest/Delta Airlines.. Withdrawn from school due to job commitment.. Received GST Money and no longer telan air liur looking at the rest of my familia receiving gahmen money in the past years..
I'm still single and am loving it.. Now I wear the singleton dress proudly because that word means freedom, free to do anything I like, not obliged to anybody except for my parents..
I have been spring cleaning my room last month and I've found stuff that made me laugh and few stuff that brought back sad memories that used to haunt me many years back..
There were the exes, the notes containing arguments with friends, notes written to friends when bored during classes, neoprints, photos and many more stuff..
And there are also the junks, junks I've managed to accumulate despite cleaning my stuff like twice a year, there are simply too many junks, like 75% of the junks at home would be my junks.. Now is the time to let go..
Sometimes I feel like I've grown up too fast.. I've found myself staring out the window on a clear day reminiscing my childhood life.. I'm lucky because my childhood was filled with fun and laughter and I wasn't controlled to just stay at home, I can go to any neighbour's house, free to play with anyone and I can go out anytime I want, and will only return when my mother shouted out the window or at least, before maghrib.. I would stay out the whole day.. If not, I would be reading my favourite fairy tale books or watch my fairy tale tapes.. In a nutshell, I didnt have a deprived childhood like most kids are nowadays =D
But of course the boring thing for me now is that I have to pay my own bills, I'm paiseh to ask my parents for money, I buy everything using my own money.. But those are the stuff that taught me to be an adult..
Gosh..
Even the word "adult" sounds boring.. Haiz..
So what's new with me.. Been single for 2 years and w/in these two years, the guys I met were all plain jerks who thought that I'm a better option than their existing GF.. WTF? Do I even look like an option? Dudes, I'm not an option and I'm nobody's second choice OKAY??
Guys are getting stupider than I thought.. Our moms have to shout at our fathers 3times before they can get what our moms are asking for but guys NOW will have to be shouted at 15times and they will only get half of what we're trying to say or sometimes, none at all.. LOL
It's 10.07am while I'm writing this.. Have been up from Subuh and havent slept till now.. Like what's wrong with me? My sleeping patterns change everyday.. Yes, every single day.. And due to that, my weight fluctuates like nobody's business and it is MY business to ensure that I don't get fat!!
Gosh..
I need life.. NOW!!!Labels: fat, Life, stress, weight management, work
secrets within @ 9:07 AM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
10 things I've learnt today:
1) What girls see as kindness may be seen as foolish for most guys.
2) Do not be afraid to face your future. It's your's not anyone else's.
3) Don't be terrified (!!) if you've lost something/someone. If you're meant to have it, it will return to you, if not, Allah will replace it with something better. Might not be better in our eyes, but the Best in Allah's.
4) Don't be too nice, people will step on your head.
5) But then again, that person will get his/her karma =p
6) Make it a must to have at least one bestfriend who will help you go through shitty moments. ( I love you Dzaf)
7) Writing or blogging is a healthy way to let out things you've been bottling inside.
8) Crying is healthy but excessive crying is not.
9) If you get too afraid and anxious, just keep on praying, who knows you might get just what you die-die wanted..
10) If you disrespect your parents, disappoint them, do things they don't like you to do, your life will go haywire the very next minute.
Actually all these are known facts. Facts forgotten a lil bit too often.......Labels: Life
secrets within @ 11:01 PM
