Tuesday, May 13, 2008
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Dear (tacky wacky) Smiley,
I'm so sorry for being such a bitch.. Ok, I know I'm not supposed to say that B word but I guess, that's what I am..
I'm sorry if I have hurt you in any ways. Yes, I admit that I'm ignorant and that I'm self-obsessed and ouh dear, maybe I should just die driven over a lorry.
Please accept my deepest and most sincere apology..
Though I dont remember who you are, or maybe I didn't even know you existed, I'm very very very sorry that I've offended you up to the point that you have to you know, spam my taggy..
But whatever it is, that's not important cause I have clearly hurt you though I don't remember and don't even know when, where and why..
I really hope that you can just forgive me please please please pretty please?
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Hah!!
Is that what you expect me to say?
Hahahaha smiley smiley.. Ehk no, tacky-wacky-smiley-spammed-my-taggy.. Yea, that suits you better..
Smarty pants tacky-wacky-smiley-spammed-my-taggy didn't know that synthetic diamonds are compressed from carbon (or ashes as you prefer to refer as), not crumpled.. You can only crumple paper, not fine material heee =D
So you're either these three persons, A or B or C. Person A is a girl ,Person B is a guy and Person C is a mystery hahah!!
Let's see and you decide which one is you ouh smiley dearest =D
[A] So yeah, I browsed through my 2007 entries and found this one particular
entry I think this tacky smiley's talking about..
But dearest tacky wacky smiley, do you really want me to reveal your name?
It's good enough that I didn't say your name..
But don't you think that what I said was, and still is the truth?
And no, I didn't say your name but I wrote the post about you cause I want you to realise.. And Hikmah is not that crazy to make up crazy stuff like that.. Yes, I'm more than clever to think of scenarios like that but I'm not crazy enough to post it on my blog as if it was something real..
I got to know of that "fate" of yours thorugh someone who's too close to you.. You need not know who but I think you can guess who..
Why I posted that entry?
Cause I felt that you should uphold at least a lil bit of self dignity after what had happened..
If it were me, I would have reported him for attempt-rape..
Don't blame me for creating that entry, blame yourself for putting your self dignity on trade..
But yes, I admit that I'm wrong to write that entry but accept the fact, accept the crude hard harsh reality check..
My advice to you is, stay away from that you-know-who and lift that dignity you have left as high as you can..
Cease contact with him, if you still do contact him, cause he's your dark past and it's unfair and stupid to let yourself to be constantly reminded of that dark past..
If you can't accept this harsh reality check by me, then don't pandai2 say I'm telling tales cause the only tales Hikmah love to talk about are Fairy Tales..
My intention when I write that post was to make YOU realise of your simple mistake that is, still beibg around him.. Yes, you can say that you've forgiven and forgotten about it but that doesn't mean you should be around him.. I shan't explain further, you think first..
And, I'm sorry if that post is like a slap across the face and a bullet shot through the heart..
[B] Now now now, how many times must I tell you not to disturb me? From when I was 16 till I'm considered a young adult now, I don't wanna get involved with you stalker!!
So just get over it yea? No use insulting me cause I'm not insulted at all.. But I find it ludicrously hilarious.. yea, you're hilarious.. If you get what I mean.. heh..
[C] Whoever you are, I think you've mistaken me and/or my entry.. I obviously don't know you so why should I be talking about you right?
So yea, stop being so selfish and paranoid ya..
So whoever you are Mr/Ms Tacky-wacky-smiley-spammed-my-taggy, I'm not insulted nor do I feel guilty over your rantings cause when I talk, I talk facts and I know where I get my sources from..
I maybe damn blunt, harsh, crude, but what I said, to me, is nothing but the truth..
And again, what you read/see/heard is not what you always get..
But (un)fortunately (to some of you unfortunately that's why "un" is bracketed), what I read/see/heard most likely I get it cause why?
Cause I don't judge from the first impression..
Simple..
But please don't think that I'm high and mighty but if you're dealing with macam faham people and macam faham situations, you have to, to show that you're right and that you know what you're doing..
Again, to all the people who I've directly/indirectly offended/insulted/misjudged or those who think I'm too crude, I am sorry..
But the crude part, susah sikit arh hahahaha..Those words are usually the right ones in most situations..
Hahaha..
Ok just kidding..
secrets within @ 7:57 PM
