Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Why do some of my guyfriends start merepeking upon learning that I'm single now?



For the information of all you gentlemen reading this blog, I'm not interested in rebound nor am I interested to start dating someone new.



Haiz..



I hate repeating myself..
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Haiz..

He doesn't reply to any of my messages anymore..

And I bet that he appears offline on msn all the time so that I wouldn't pm him anymore..

And I bet he's seriously into that girl for now..

I seriously don't know whether I should keep on praying for him to return or should I just let him go..

Because I seriously can't imagine myself without him, my future without him, everything without him..

It's so impossible..

I seriously don't know..

Maybe I should just continue with my daily Istikharah and pray hard and try not to keep updated with his activities, his new friends or if he has a new girl..

Or maybe I should just let him go and pray for his well being and wait for time to tell..?

But seriously to do the latter is the hardest..

I think I'll stick with the former..

tak tau la..

I want to stop caring tapi makin nak stop aku makin concern lak..

And it's hurting me though I'm able to control my emotions more now..

I seriously don't know..

Haiz..

If Nadhir (NOT Aboo) doesn't return to me, I'm sure I won't fall in love again..

I don't know la..

Maybe only just for a couple of years to come..

Time will tell yea I know..

So let's just wait for time..

For now.. I'll continue to pray hard for him.. Insya Allah.. Allah tak akan sia-sia kn doa hambaNya..

secrets within @ 5:52 PM

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