Friday, April 25, 2008

Fyra gave me strong words of advice that ultimately smacked me back into the real world, in her blog..

Everything she says is true.. But I myself don't know why am I this giler babi..

I know that many people think that I'm a desperado, some think that I'm just living in my own dreamland of pixies and fairies and do not wish to go back to the real world of boys and girls.

Truth is, I'm trying.. People kept on saying the exact same words, Be Happy That It Happened.. I'm happy that it happened of course but never in my sane mind did I ever thought that we'd end up this way..

Ok, I'm being defensive here.. I'm sorry.. To all those whom had given me advices, scolded me, I do listen to your words but I'm sorry that I'm not doing what I'm supposed to do.

So now, here's what I'm gonna do..

1) Stop getting myself updated with his life.
2) Try not to think about him all the time.
3) Stop being the first one to contact him.
4) Pray for him everyday.
5) Stop crying myself to sleep.

I hope I'm strong and brave enough to do all these..

Gosh Hikmah!! Moving on doesn't mean you have to stop loving him.. Bear that in mind dumb-dumb!!

secrets within @ 2:53 AM

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