Sunday, December 2, 2007
I find it discomforting to realise that i haf not much to talk abt abt, i mean as in to blog about..
I mean it is so hard since my blog is my space, yet people always find faults abt my writing..i mean itz not like i care of wadeva hell they say, but i juz feel like, i have to think of others feelings' wen i blog..which is juz so stupid cos wen i saw ppl being slammed in their blogs, dey juz went lyk, so? Stupidly, i dun have that sense and daringness inside of me nemore..i mean..gosh..
So, fr today onwards, hu cares ofwat other ppl think? I'm gonna blog like i used to and be controversial..i mean..hu cares?like i mention people's name..
Blergh..
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I saw my ex's frnestr the otha day..or more precisely, his fiance's..n ya thank GOD they're still together..if not, i seriously dun noe wat wil bcum of him..not lyk im saying im gud,my bf's better,my guy frens' better but he's juz one of a kind..my ex i mean..
And surprisingly, he ekceli got engaged!! I mean, ttz lyk HUWOW!! considering his past..but that's like wadeva, he's ok now and i hope sticks to one..but the most weird part is, he nearly screwed up his bestfriend's gf, then he and his bestfren drifted apart, and now they're together again, n hang out like practically all the tym..and the gerl acted lyk nth happen..i mean, if u ever got naked in front of a guy who's bestfriend alas bcame ur bf, and that's bcos that guy lured u and u somehow got some sense knocked into u and that saved ur virginity, wud u let ur bf be close to tat guy,hu practically ripped u off ur life, again?
I mean, yes people commit mistakes, big n small..but isnt ths juz too much?not only they get close together again but u joined in too..even if that guy apologises to u like a gazillion times evry single day, how cud u even look at his face irl?
Of coz she wudnt haf get naked in front of him w/o her own consent and "itchiness" too..but isnt she least ashamed?i mean, guys fantasize or think of sex like at least evry 10 mins (fr wat i read fr a mag =p) and wudnt she b like paiseh to be on the same cafe/car or juz anywhere extremely near him?
How i wish i cud talk to dem now..
Ps: Love u Muhd Nadhir..cant wait to watch ps i love you!!! yay!!!!
secrets within @ 8:31 PM
