Saturday, March 22, 2008

Relief teach at *** today..

Gosh.. I think the kids hate me now

I dont know why was I so fiery today..

I scolded and shouted and made a couple of kids kiss the whiteboard for misbehaviour..

Ouh they're around 11 and 12..

I know it's a bit too much but they kept on getting on my nerves..

When it was Iqra' time, surprise surprise most of them were good..

But that still failed to lift up my mood..

So alas I gave them 20 mins break and they played around..

I just smiled..

They're but kids after all..

Then suddenly the sadness hit me..

If only if only if only..

And I lost my appetite..

From Subuh till 5pm my tummy was left empty..

So I drank two pax of strawberry milk..

And when I taught the teens class (mind you, some of them are older than me!), I confiscated a hp, well it was HIS fault cause I've made it clear that if anyone even held a hp, I will take it..

So yea, that was enough to piss 1/4 of the class (that 1/4 was all guys while the remaining were girls) and when they were leaving, one of the guys even said, Have A Bad Day..

Yes, I'm having one.. I'm even having the worst year of my whole life.. You don't have to remind me that- Again..

When I was inside the bus yesterday, I saw MANY couples walking together, Holding Hands..

Youngsters, Adults, Middle-aged..

And that made me sad..

Sometimes I think of all the people I know who don't appreciate Love and just happily easily change bf/gf..

But people like me, like my Gfs, who gave love unconditionally, ARE heartbroken.. Wounds that can never be healed.. Scars that can't even be treated by laser treatment.. Pain that remains..

Yea, I know, whoever sayd the world is fair.. The world is never fair..

All I can do now is pray..

secrets within @ 9:55 PM

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