Wednesday, February 6, 2008
As im sitting here in my sis's bedroom typing away, as usual i have a LOT to talk about..but sometimes,i juz cant get the words to describe my thoughts, my feelings, my opinions, juz you know, what i wanna talk about..
Maybe it's the fear that i might indirectly hurt someone, get sued or sth..
Sometimes when things happen, I'd say to myself, gawd i Have to blog about this..then alas, i wont cos it might juz be to mundane..or..i juz totally forgot abt it..
But then again, sometimes it's the mundane things in life that makes the world a happier place..
Then there's relationships..
Sometimes you're too long with one person, you wish for your single life back..But then u dun wanna lose that person and u ask that person to wait..Complicated right?
Gawd why m i talking abt that..
See?now im talking abt sth else..when the reason i blog is to talk abt the baby roaches found inside the botol kicap..
Yaikz!!
If that happen to me, I sue the manufacturer man..
Like, what the hell...
M'sians seriously cant be trusted..blergh..
I mean even the warong2 use water from toilet for cooking!! OMG!!!
Ok, now I've ran outta ideas to blog..
I mean, gosh, why cant life be simpler?
I mean, it was simpler back den..Parents matchmake u n boom, the wedding..den BOOM again, a baby and so on and on and on..
Me? I've 2 failed r'ship and one erm crumbling?
I suck when it comes to handling r'ships..
Why m i talking abt r'ships nie?
Gawd, my head's spinning..i cant think straight..and it's Misteri Jam 12 in 5 mins time now..
Sometimes i wonder, why do girls still stay with their abusive boyfriends?
Why do guys still stay with their pisau cukor girlfriends?
Would you want to marry someone who has even started smacking you before marriage?
Would you want to marry someone who's always licking clean you off money?
Would you want to marry someone who drinks when he/she gt stressed up?
Love is complicated..
Ouh right, I blog cos i wanna talk abt r'ships, nt abt baby roaches in ketchup bottles..
My first ex was a womaniser, my 2nd ex was a erm let's juz say he's fickle minded..
My current is stuck in circumstances..
Many a times we feel that we're too bad we dun deserve a good person, like an alcoholic who thinks he doesnt deserve a conservative girl..
Or a vicious person who really wants to repent and totally change his lifestyle but thinks that God wont accept someone like him/her..
Or a prostitute who thinks she doesnt desrve a good husband..
That is sooo negative and shallow..
A person who resolves to reform, to turn over a new leaf needs someone good for help and courage..
I mean, most villians became villians not cos it's their nature they turn out that way, but bcos of circumstances..
Like someone who used to get bullied tends to become a bully later on..
Ok this is getting too complicated n im getting bengong..
Shall ryte nxt tyme..
Maybe abt the picnic ths sat..
Toodles all..
Ps: I LOVE YOU..yeah, you..You know who you are..
secrets within @ 11:08 PM
